Monday, October 3, 2022
There's not a moment that will exist that I don't miss you, in ever form you can miss a human being. You will live on in me until my time and I will make sure the people you love and people who were blessed by your aurora yet, who the hell my man will be respected and remembered as. I love you endlessly, there's no words that can express the missing piece that will never be filled. I know in my heart there is no one I wil love or be loved by that compares to the love we shared. Unconditional, forever, maybe didn't exist for us. Everything I do, physically, mentally whatever it is, I hear you my love guiding me through this, I feel so alone and would do any thing to feel you, smell you, hear the sound of your voice. The only strength that I show is all you, you've always been the person who kept me and your family safe and secure. My Gaurdian (gangster hahah) ass angel, love of my life, inspiration, mentor, guide, family, lover. Forever doesn't change, you couldn't try and tel me that we aren't going to be together again, it's unspoken I feel you with me I feel your love and protection every day of this journey impatiently waiting to be in your arms where I belong. Forever yours, I hear you laughing at people who think they've got a chance at experiencing the love we share. Thank you for being everything I ever needed, I don't have ears for people that have anything but the amazing things you accomplished in your life and the beautiful, real, endless unconditional loving, strongest, strong, intelligent human being I will ever know. I'm sorry boo but you're definitely the most stubborn hehe you know it. I got clean for you, the day of your funeral, I know you got my through it I swear to god it was the closest experience I've had with magic. I felt your strengthen and support, I genuinely believe that's the reason I can get through my days. Our love is stronger than any force there is. I will stay true to the woman you influenced and made me, until we meet again, I love you more than words can say, endlessly my beautiful angel. Not a second goes by. Not a second. Forever is forever. I love you Justin David breau. Thoroughly, eternally. Your children evidentially, thank god, have your strength and respect that you resembled. I truly believe they will continue to live fulfilling beautiful lives, having a guardian angel that is incomparable, they will always be safe and filled with your love, I'll do my best to remind them of that. Yo if Malik wanted to skip grad photos like come onnnnn babe is that your beautiful child or your twin hahaha I know youre smiling with me, I want to take care of anything and everything that you valued in any way I can, unconditional love garunteed, not a second your mother and children escape my heart or mind. Thank you for teaching us what being Strong is before you were stolen from our hands. We are survived by you, my love. My poems, thoughts, decisions, feelings are forever made with you, I wish I somehow married you while you were locked up. Word I'm getting the initial tattoo you wanted maybe even from that' guy that you said was "good for it" lmfao just to make it the most authentic Justin experience possible. You can't pay me to take the rings of my fingers, f a piece of paper. In my heart your my husband, my protector, my source of happiness. I miss you so much. Send me some extra love if possible I've had some weak moments but I'll bounce back as long as you've got me. Thank you for existing, see you in my dreams, catch my kisses, ask Shannon and Elizabeth to take care of you please and thank you, don't have to much fun without me, I love you, family, FOREVER. I'll pretend I'm not jealous waiting to be at peace with people I want to be surrounded by. I'm calmed knowing they are loving you while I am down here. Save something for me ladies lmao. I love you all so much.
